Productivity

i am sure that after boot and ait i want to go to bora bora for a nice long honeymoon/vacation with the hubster. i need some sun.

The days are flying by. I have one more drill before I ship out and I have a lot of paper work to finish. It seems surreal and just incredibly stressful. I have been trying to spend more time with my husband but it’s hard because we are both working full time and he works nights on the weekends. i am excited though, it’s a big step in our lives and an adventure for me. i am excited about how things will go and if i will be successful. I also anxious and sad at the prospect of being so far away and how hard it will be to go through the training and face getting deployed. i have no idea what to expect when i come back. where i will work and what my choice of grad school will be. i am only 23 but i feel like i have so much riding on the next 9 months. 

i feel slightly silly because i wanted more support from my family from this. that’s a selfish request considering that they will be so worried about me.

thirty days to go before i ship out. i will miss my clothes and my nail polish and my comfy bed!!! hahaha:) i hope i have courage and don’t give up.

watching the news and out of the blue Noel Polanco shot this morning on GCP. He was in the Guard. We worked together for sometime and he was a great guy. RIP

http://www.ny1.com/content/top_stories/170127/police-fatally-shoot-driver-during-queens-traffic-stop