did a same day enlistment. and let’s face it. i am in the national guard. getting harder to really explain to people everything. husband will be left alone for over 8 months. i don’t know what to expect when i get home. ship date is in november. i am still paranoid that something bad will happen and i can’t ship out that day.
first drill this weekend. that was a surprise. i am exhausted, and got sick. so drill should be a party….
i wish i knew how i felt. i am mostly just ready to get out of here.